Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Been away from pixel world and trapped in icestorm and my own personal demons...When you have been wronged on a particularity deep level, that truely effects your life, you are not only stunned but you stand there and wonder why? This is the time when you make what they call "living amends".



What you do now shows who you are now, not who you, as an active addict may have been in moments of insanity and addiction...I've got some pretty hardcore things… Continue

trapped out of town in the icestorms in Dallas Tx., will be back on asap//Blessings all..

N.A., daily today, is about "you can only keep it by giving it away".



My Letting GO, codependance book is about tolerance of others religion.



I have no problem saying that i am a addict, i believe it was the circumstances i was in that feed my addiction, as well as fears etc.



I know today i am not that person, i try ti live to a higher honor as a witch, but i am human, i fu#k up.



But today i dont, so as i walk my path of sobriety and of spirituality,… Continue

Saturday, January 29, 2011

I like todays N.A. meditation alot.. it refers to taking the first step of surrending, but how even as you surrender, you still have to take daily actions.

This ties into where i am at very much right now.

As we work on changes and growth and sobriety, we, as addicts, usually want what we want when we want it.

And we have to remember that the Mighty Mother has a plan for us, and we have to let her chart our path.

So today, i believe i will go… Continue