I've been feeling really guilty because I am sooo tired of being pregnant. I am so excited to be a first time mom and I actually love being pregnant, at least I loved the 2nd trimester. The third has been allll mood swings. I'm lashing out at my family, friends, and feeling very depressed. I really want to go into labor naturally, but I'm terrified that I'll carry her as long as my mom carried me (2-3 extra weeks!). She had my brother a week early though so maybe not. I'd like my daughter to be a couple days late (I'm due march 17, so it'd be awesome if she came on Ostara). Plus I'm really stressing because I'm the only one currently working and my fiance has been unable to get a job. He just got two interviews though (one tomorrow and the next on Friday) so I'm keeping my fingers crossed.
I'm always tired and have no energy for anything. Sometimes I'll have a small burst so I'll do a ton of laundry since I don't know when I'll have energy again... but that's all I've done. I wish I'd start nesting and that the next 6 weeks and 3 days would pass by quickly lol. Anyway, thanks for reading if you do. For whatever reason I decided to post this on here instead of my whattoexpect page. <3